January 2010
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Jan 31st
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Jan 31st
[There really isn't]
sophiamaria: I was going to put up a picture of Tina Fey as my doppleganger. But only for Mr. C. He always swore there was this vast resemblance. I miss orchestra. And bass. And Mr. C. Uhhh. It’s cool, I don’t think I have one. It’s sad.
Jan 30th
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Some days
I wish I had a guy back in high school. One that would kiss me in between classes when teachers weren’t in the hall. One that would hold my hand even though good ol’ LWE wouldn’t ever allow that shit to go down. I dated someone in high school there for a little while… but he went to a different school. But besides that, I was just a moronic girl that thought that if a...
Jan 30th
Listensophiamaria: Livin’ th’ Dream [You, Me, and...
Jan 30th
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Jan 30th
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ListenI love the harmonies of the 50’s. I grew up...
Jan 29th
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Tonight is my Christmas Eve.
Tomorrow, my camera should come in the post. And since we really didn’t do Christmas, I feel as though this is making up for it. I’m. So. Excited.
Jan 29th
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The ability to send as many texts as I want to...
Jan 28th
Pickle. You're undying support comforts me,
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: But I can’t let it get to me. Oddly enough, that’s all he’s looking for. It just sucks that it actually is getting to me. Yeah, I understand. Stupid bullies. Oh, by the way, if you can still hang out the weekend I’m home, we’re making these with my mom. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Although I’m partial to ya know, baking...
Jan 28th
Pickle. You're undying support comforts me,
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: But I can’t let it get to me. Oddly enough, that’s all he’s looking for. It just sucks that it actually is getting to me. Yeah, I understand. Stupid bullies. Oh, by the way, if you can still hang out the weekend I’m home, we’re making these with my mom. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Although I’m partial to ya know, baking stuff, personally…. but hey,...
Jan 28th
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Pickle. You're undying support comforts me,
But I can’t let it get to me. Oddly enough, that’s all he’s looking for. It just sucks that it actually is getting to me.
Jan 28th
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Yep. I'm defriending you.
There’s this other chick named Jackie in my creative writing class. She’s way too nice for my liking, and she’s super cute, and she stole my name. That’s why I dislike her. Yeah, because I’m jealous. Today, she walked into class. Todd: There’s your best friend. Me: Who? Jacks? Todd: Yeah. (small chuckle) Todd, two seconds later: The better looking Jacks. ...
Jan 27th
I want chocolate cake. So I'll be downstairs...
Jan 27th
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By the way, my eyes looked gorgeous today.
I actually did my make up. And the purple always makes the green pop. Todd didn’t say a word. I couldn’t decide if that was a good thing or a bad thing until I realized.. Fuck you, Todd. I loved them. And that’s all that matters. Thank you, girls. For finding his stupidity as rude and unnecessary as I did.
Jan 27th
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I finally didn't trick myself into liking someone.
Joey- Because he was the first guy to like me, so I just kinda liked him back automatically. Nate- Because he was the oddball I wanted to be. Jake- Because he looked like Cameron from Ferris Bueller. Ryan- Because he was gorgeous and interesting and new. And we hung out everyday for two months straight (literally). *Note to guys: Don’t hang out with someone every day for two months if...
Jan 27th
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I woke up for an 8 am class.
And got home at 11 thirty. I spent my day at a meat packing plant when I should have been cooking.  I think this tells you a little about how bogus and made up my school is.
Jan 26th
Every day people are starting relationships.
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: They’ve spent the same amount of time flirting, getting to know each other, and having fun make out sessions that I have. And then they start actual relationships. So why is it that I don’t ever get to reach that dating stage? At least you get to the flirt, get to know each other, make out stage. You’re one step ahead of me. I don’t know which is...
Jan 26th
Every day people are starting relationships.
They’ve spent the same amount of time flirting, getting to know each other, and having fun make out sessions that I have. And then they start actual relationships. So why is it that I don’t ever get to reach that dating stage?
Jan 26th
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I gave in.
:text message: me: Hey. I’m starting to really piss myself off by trying harder with you because I don’t understand how you work. So i’m just gonna put every feeling I have on hold. him: ummm okay me: So you can start talking to me whenever you feel like it. I’m done trying to win you over. him: ok. will do. What did I say, asshole? Don’t make a girl fall for you...
Jan 26th
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I was talking to Todd today...
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: Totally normal conversation. Aka a nothing conversation about nothing important. And at some point, we just held eye contact, or something. And he told me my eyes were boring. Now, I know that my body’s not perfect. God knows I don’t have a problem with it, but when it comes down to it, there are some things I’d like to fix. My eyes were never one of...
Jan 26th
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If you have to actually turn to me and ask what a...
sophiamaria: butdontcallmecookie: get the FUCK out of culinary school. Thank you. I consider everything I know about kitchenly things an automatic pre-req for culinary school. Punch that person for me, please. If only. I’ll see if I can just stab her instead.
Jan 26th
If you have to actually turn to me and ask what a...
get the FUCK out of culinary school. Thank you.
Jan 26th
In other news, I have new followers I see
vrelevant: hello new followers! I have no idea where you all came from but you seem pretty awesome. I hope you aren’t sick of me whining already. Yay! Hah!  You’re amazing, don’t worry.  I apologize if I start to get annoying, as well. =(
Jan 26th
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Experiment. Day a few hours later.
I just woke up. But I can’t fall back asleep until I write these down. Part one. I woke up to my dad calling me and telling me to turn on the oven.  Hey, no problem, I can do that. I have cooking skabilities. Aka oven turning on skabilities. Aye, aye, mon capitan!    Once I hung up from the conversation I saw I had three texts waiting for me that I got whilst sleeping. I clicked them open...
Jan 26th
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Experiment. Day killme.
Yep. Experiment is not going well. I keep coming up with a million little things I want to text him. And I keep reminding myself of the one thing that can keep me from doing so. If he wants me, he’ll text me. At the least.
Jan 25th
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I was talking to Todd today...
Totally normal conversation. Aka a nothing conversation about nothing important. And at some point, we just held eye contact, or something. And he told me my eyes were boring. Now, I know that my body’s not perfect. God knows I don’t have a problem with it, but when it comes down to it, there are some things I’d like to fix. My eyes were never one of them.  I love my eyes and...
Jan 25th
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Love may be just a chapter to a guy's life
but to a girl, it’s the whole book.
Jan 25th
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Experiment. Day I don't know because I don't date...
I’m a moron, side note, for not dating shit. But whatever. I’m sure it’s been way fewer days than it feels like. But back to the point. I haven’t texted him. He hasn’t texted me. I’m CLEARLY failing this experiment. Because all it’s making me do is think about him even more. At least on the plus side, he doesn’t know I’m thinking about him...
Jan 24th
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You are who you are when no one is looking.
I dance around in my kitchen with my ipod in, singing right along with. Sometimes baking. Sometimes just cleaning. That’s the type of girl I wish somebody would catch making a fool of herself through the window.
Jan 24th
My mom has told me I have a flat tire.
sophiamaria: butdontcallmecookie: It’s cold outside. I’ve never changed one. I’ve don’t know how it became flat. I’ve only ever seen someone change one, once. She told me to ask my sister’s boyfriend to help me. I haven’t spoken to him since Christmas and I have too much pride to ask him now. I’m doing this one mostly on my own. Or at least, gathering the basics until my Dad or other...
Jan 24th
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My mom has told me I have a flat tire.
It’s cold outside. I’ve never changed one. I’ve don’t know how it became flat. I’ve only ever seen someone change one, once. She told me to ask my sister’s boyfriend to help me. I haven’t spoken to him since Christmas and I have too much pride to ask him now. I’m doing this one mostly on my own. Or at least, gathering the basics until my Dad or...
Jan 24th
Yes, I'm sick.
sophiamaria: Not with the flu, or a cold, or mono. It’s not that kind of sickness. But it IS still just that, a sickness, nothing else. Here’s the thing. If  you want to feel sorry for me for being sick, go ahead, I certainly can’t stop you…but I really wish you wouldn’t. It doesn’t help be feel better, so what’s the point? I don’t want your sympathy or pity, I really don’t. It actually makes...
Jan 24th
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Sex
I’m having a conversation with a friend of mine and he asked if I would sleep with him. Just, ya know, ever. I answered “never in a million years”. When asked why, I responded “Because I’m horrible at it.” I’ve only ever slept with people I’ve never had to see again. Well, I shortly broke up with one right afterward, but still. We weren’t in...
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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My inbox.
It seems that without me initiating conversation, my inbox has been empty all day. Whatever.
Jan 24th
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I want to transfer.
Screw college life. Drinking, partying, dorm life experiences. Seriously, fuck that. I want a real college on my resume though. I want one that teaches five days a week and one where classes don’t only last ten weeks. It’s bogus, and useless, and I’m skating by without learning a damn thing. But I would either have to go to the CIA in New York, or book it over to Europe. And...
Jan 23rd
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Good luck, my dearest Sophia.
You’ll be amazing. I know it.
Jan 23rd
$780.
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: On a camera. My stomach is churning from both excitement and fear of what I just did. YOU GOT IT!? I bought it. It should be here sometime around Tuesday, but god only knows. I ordered the camera with the 18-55 mm, a uv protective cover, and an 8 gb memory card.  I wish I had it for fine dining tomorrow so I could take loads of pictures of the shit...
Jan 23rd
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Experiment. Day One.
I’m going to ignore his words. And only read his actions. And by doing so, I’m just gonna… ignore him. For as long as it takes him to ignore me. Childish? Yes. Worth seeing what his first line is when he actually decides to talk to me again? More than it seems possible. Silent Treatment Experiment. Night One.   Good luck, moron.
Jan 23rd
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$780.
On a camera. My stomach is churning from both excitement and fear of what I just did.
Jan 23rd
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A stranger shouldn't be able to make me happy.
But he says cute things and he does cute things. And really, that’s all I need from someone, once I decide they’re good enough to keep around. Guys are absolutely impossible. And this one makes no sense.  Actually, I’m sure I know his answer, but I just don’t want to see it. Ya know what? Here’s the new rule.   Don’t make me happy unless you plan on doing...
Jan 23rd
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"Ya know, if you want me to stop talking to you,...
Is it bad that I feel the need to say this to him? Is it even proper to do so? Trust me, if he thought the facebook video was cute, and the letter I wrote him was, as well. I would continue doing them. I’d send a stupid present to his dorm. Something he’d love, and I’d love more than life to see the smile it puts on his face.   I’d write him letters that say “Hey. I...
Jan 23rd
She's mine. You can't have her.
sophiamaria: Nice repeated use of the number kajillion. Nice official-lookingness. Seriously. And I never wear makeup anymore. Well, rarely. So, don’t feel bad. Honestly, I can’t tell whether or not you look like shit because it’s pixelated. Too bad I was like, I cannot believe she just adjusted that shit on camera. And then you said the same thing. I mean….dude, it was hot! “on public...
Jan 23rd
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It's official.
I’m stupid.
Jan 22nd
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Finds guys that get a full 8 hours sleep kinda...
Jan 22nd
Is gonna buy a new camera.
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: SLR. I clearly don’t need one, for what I do… But I’ve always wanted one. And if I’m making a grand every two months, well, I’m gonna make that happen. UM. BUY ME ONE? Dude. I wish.   We should have a photoshoot the night you’re home and try it out and see what cool things we can pull off. I’m thinking something...
Jan 21st
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It's midnight.
And I slept through dinner. And all the hours surrounding a normal dinner time. So I want pasta. And I’m going to go make it the way I like. With meatballs. And a sweet sauce. And way too much Italian love thrown into it.
Jan 21st
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Is gonna buy a new camera.
nikkikrzebiot: butdontcallmecookie: SLR. I clearly don’t need one, for what I do… But I’ve always wanted one. And if I’m making a grand every two months, well, I’m gonna make that happen. UM. BUY ME ONE? Dude. I wish.   We should have a photoshoot the night you’re home and try it out and see what cool things we can pull off. I’m thinking something a little like this...
Jan 21st
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Is gonna buy a new camera.
SLR. I clearly don’t need one, for what I do… But I’ve always wanted one. And if I’m making a grand every two months, well, I’m gonna make that happen.
Jan 21st
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